Instablurt - A Sad Mother's Day

Hello my dear blurtians friends it's been while I've been through a lot of problems, pressure I even don't feel good this past few days. And maybe it's because of the problems that comes in my way. First is financially and the most tragic is emotionally. The feeling of being tired from finding ways to survive is really tough specially nowadays. We're nothing without money so let's not let the money use us instead we need to used it in our good way.

Hubby and I went on a fight so I decided to ran away. I messaged nanay @olivia08 that I need to get my earnings through my a binance app and because I don't have an app I need nanay to help me cash out my earnings. It all started with the $20 value, before hubby went home I told him to send me money because I need to buy necessities inside our house. Then after he got home was asking we're did I take the money I gave him the recipt of what I bought. But he keeps on telling me that all I bought was a waste. My ears went big, I tried harder so I don't need to ask money from him, but in times that I asked, it only means that I really have nothing. I lend money even it has an interest because my earnings from my online job is insufficient no matter what I do. But compare my earnings to him he still has a lot. I told that you never care of me at all I was in deep pain on that moment.

I rode on a bus and I sat in front my son took me to the waiting shed and I cried because I told them I'm gonna miss them he hug me and told that he loves me so much.
I was clicking my phone and the next thing I saw was were about to hit by a truck if that happens i know I'll be going to the hospital right away. The old lady beside me saw that the truck driver drives recklessly. We just said that God is with us.

I'm getting far and far to water world, my tears are falling because I saw the photos of Ria and me. But I already reach my limitations I've done enough and I know I don't deserve that kind of cruelness. I also can't bring any of my kids because we're not married for 20 years and I thank God we're still not. Things really change even the custody needs to be in the mother my husband has a strong rule that If I want to leave I need to leave alone.

Please include me in your prayers my dear blurtians friends. Thank you and take care always.
Love lots, @usagigallardo15

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