Life is unfair and boring sometimes. After I went to the party and walked alone going to the bank and everything I did but I felt something differently in my heart but I fought it back strongly and reversed all the negative mindset I felt. I told myself that I am strong and no one can ruin my life and only me can help myself so I took a lot of selfie.
I went down in the garden and chilled talking my Spotty. You can see my eyes so lonely. Yes, loneliness is a part of my life.
When you look at me, I can't deny what the feeling inside of me. Eventhough how I tried to calm down my feeling still my eyes will tell you the truth .
Later on I just smile and realized that I need not to be lonely. I need to be strong for my family. They are the reason and I need to sacrifice and no need to surrender.
Thank you Spotty, every time I feel lonely, you are there to comfort me by wrapping your tail in my legs removed all the negative energy in my body.
Have a great day everyone and I am grateful that through platform I able to express what the hidden feelings I hide and dare not to tell anyone around but writing here is better because I trust you yo understand me and that's all. Thank you so much. Writing here is like shouting out loud in the mountain to eased the pain and worries about myself.
You are strong @olivia08 and if you go hand in hand with Our Heavenly Father you will never feel alone! I offer you my sincere friendship in your moments of sadness and loneliness.
Sonia❤️
Thank you souch @soniap. I appreciate your gesture toward me, Nice meeting you.