Stand up comedy | fighting my fear of driving | my typical day at work

I went with my mom and sister to the stand up comedy show.
I have never been there and you know me, I am the funniest (clown) gal in the squad so I was really tempted when mom asked me to do that.
So it was made of 4 parts\4 comedians and two were young ones(first time) and other 2 professionals who do comedy on tv and has their own shows.
The first one was kinda cute, not super duper funny but ha some good sayings and it was very cute, second one I was dyeing from laughting and yue can see he is proffesional . Third one was just awful.. He had so much sexual jokes and they were not even funny, it was just bad if you ask me and last one was boring but had good ne here and there. Over all it was funny experience and would repeat it in the future

so lets tal about my driving now. You know I am scared of driving and I dont drive. Well I decided to go driving at 1am, after taking pill for the chill( something for heart pulse an anxious ) and got in the car. My first thought was you an think right now, you just need to start the car and start driving. And thats what I did. I was doing rounds in my street and street below me and then I was expending by adding one more street and one more street until I was at the bottom and hill to go to, I was doing okay and time has assed fast because I was drivig until 2:30 am and I was waking up at 6 to go to work and actually I slept in and called taxi, ironic isnt it haha

Trying to get things done, trying to eat better, to prepare food for work, to prepare healthy food at home and not letting my mom cook for me, I am now in he library trying to get focused and start studying again productively, so just trying to get things and motivate myself to get control over my life and feel good in my skin. After this going to the psychotherapy later this evening and then to the gym and homeee to sleep and work tomorrow. ♥