STARTING NEW EVERYTHING.

Why do we always need 1. of anything to do something with our lifes. Now its 1. of January or first of the month or round time or first day of the week. The accomplishment beating fear lays in random day and random moment and just having courage when you thing the worst. But I am that kind of person, unfortunately. The person that needs new morning, new coffee and a new date.

So I will stop working at 1st of January. Just a new chapter with me. Focusing on finishing University and just doing something qualitative with my life. I have loved my work but me just standing in one place isn't an option. I am def capable of more then what I burdened myself with.
I will still be here and tryna help when needed but main goal is having time to study and just do the main task of the day and that is preparing exams. I will then have more time for friends and a social segment of my life and the entertainment segment of myself like watching a movie or read book etc.

New Advent planner means being able to do all of that.

So the new thing beside is moving with my boyfriend

We are talking about moving in for quite some time and I’m just scared of all of my fears , but I feel so confident about him and about how he makes me feel and how safe he wants for me to be if you my follow my blog you definitely know what am I talking about and today he told me that he can definitely see us having a kid and being able to give that kid a good life. I don’t know just big words and I’m so ready for it but I’m so scared to tell them out loud and then I’m scared of me not telling them out loud..next year is going to be all over the place but That’s all over the place that I actually enjoy. I can’t wait for that to happen.