Memories
I thought of you today
Not because I miss you
But because I miss the smiles I shared with you
I miss those moments all that matters
Was that little butterfly coming out of it cocoon
I thought of you today
Not because I never stopped loving you
But because I once truly loved you
Even as I now know better
That part of me is still part of my memory
I thought of you today
Not with the same naivety of a woman in love
Or with the same scorn of a woman broken
But with the subtle calmness of an experienced woman
I sometimes drift to my past with you
I sometimes wish I knew better
I sometimes hated that I thought of you
But You only exist in my thoughts
To be remembered when I don’t have anything to think about