What am I to say or do?
Why am I behaving like a prisoner?
Why did you cage me?
Why did you lock my heart and throw the key into the ocean?
Why do I find it difficult to forget your face?
Why are you elated because I'm in a dilemma of love?
There are no plethora of words that can explain how I feel all day!
Just because of Love!
Why are you coming closer when you know so well that I'm not of worth!
My blood!
My body!
My soul!
My heart!
My brain!
Everything in me, just tell me why they are infectious with your love infection! Why?
I need to wipe it off!
It's difficult for me to do!
I'm ashamed of myself!
Why am I in love with you?
Oh! How I wish you have a scalpel to open my heart and see your love fully seated.
Love is a disease, the cure is to marry whom you LOVE! But why mine isn't that way?
I can see the love in your eyes but far from your heart!
How I wish I never loved YOU
Maybe you would love me and feel my pain!
Wait,
Can you see the love in my eyes?
Can you see the love in my smiles?
Can you see the love in my words?
Can you see the love in my heavy scar heart?
What a shame!
One-sided love gives more punishment!
Now, open your eyes to see all these.
But, my fear is, by the time you realize,
It might not be yours anymore.
The love might have turned hatred.
The affection might have gone astray!
Then, we both lose the game.
Still waiting fervently for your Love but, just for some days, months,
Afterward,
I'll break the cage!
I'll break the lock!
I'll erase your face! Forget about your picture and structure!
I say "I'll be free"!
I'll wear my smile again.
I'm tired of lovesick,
I'm tired of rejecting proposals,
I'm tired of thinking of YOU!
I'm tired of saying lovely things to others and not me!
I'm tired of writing! Waiting!
Tired of everything.
Love is a beautiful thing❤️