Am lying alone
All alone at home
Staring at my phone
Thought I heard a tone
Or no it's prolly his tone or no it's just another ringtone_not his own
So I think so
Cause it feels so
Am thinking
Feeling
This voices in my head
It is it's instinct cause it's weird
Trynna make it look like they read
Then am back to the bed
Dead this feelings so dead
Remembered those nights we Ed
You led
We held each other on the bed
I fled
But still yet we were there
Cause twas rare
Twas like a feeling so rare
I never imagined how I felt
It was like heaven it melt
It was like a stage on the set
Twas like paradise on earth
But now am here
All alone in fear
Praying in my heart
Hoping you'll arrive
Hoping you not gon react
Hoping I'll be able to survive
Now am here
With only your picture
Seizures confusing the figures
It's us
But now it's worse than it was
It's really hard to say this
But I wish you were here
Like an angel you should arrive
Saving me before this ship capsize
Hoping you'll look to my eyes
Amidst all the lies and the moment hard like ice
Amidst all they trynna disguise
I pray you still see me for who I'm
I was never born perfect I only am human
I pray you tend to forgive me
My love none of this things I'd mean
I pray that you could still prolly gon love me
I pray you still think of my being
Cause it's so hard to say you gone
It's so hard to believe we done...