I had been crying all through yesterday.
Right now I really need a shoulder to cry on.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.
It's so difficult to imagine a room without you and much more difficult to fathom a world without you in it.😢😢.
It's saddening to know I'm left without an option but to mourn.
Punching the keypad in sync with tears is that fair play I've always tried avoiding.
Quite strange of me to easily open up to people let alone embrace the reality of having to share my life with them in an enclosed circuit.
Life, they say, is not a bed of roses, but more than just a bed, you made throw pillows for me with a comfy feel.
I've had few persons stay with me, but your presence brought a different air.
I do wonder how you barely eat, and when you do, just few bites. I was forced to believe you eat out, but most times my assumptions are always punctured with reality cos you hate stepping out. Quite surprising you died in the bathroom, I don't know if you slipped off orrrrrrr...😭😭😭, I just don't know what to think.
I've sat out here hallucinating, picturing how you'd poke me, telling me you're alive.
I've sunk my heart into a wild believe that as Jesus rose today according to religion, you too will rise, but ..............., I learnt its only CHRIST who rose again.
I do believe you're in a better place.😭😭😭
