I don't know why i am writing this here and i don't know why i am sharing it here but i am doing it because my heart is saying so. For the last one month peace is missing from my life , i can say that i am fighting the toughest time of my life till date.
Yesterday i wrote about blockchain family and i really mean each and everything i wrote yesterday. Every word that is found in that post is all coming directly from my heart and i guess thats the reason i am writing this post.
It is not easy to speak when you are in pain , it is really difficult but if we are able to get that pain out somehow we should try and do it. I am just doing that , yes i am. I hope no one goes from such a difficult time in their life , i hope everyone stays happy and live in peace forever.
I will also come out of this and solve the problem going in my family , i am mature enough now that i have to handle everything. I can not give up and leave my family fighting this time alone , i have to become the shield for them and i am just trying to do that.
Thing is that my heart is not supporting me anymore , i think i am totally shattered in pieces. It is like now i am fighting from the situation as well as myself. I am proud of my wife who is supporting and she is the reason why i am still standing up and fighting.
I don't know if i will be able to deliver the blogs regularly for next few days but i will try to do so because i won't let this situation effect me anymore.
Thank you for reading till the last , everyone who have finished reading , You all are my blockchain family.
Thank You
I think you need to be a little clearer of the issues- try without being specific if possible. Many people here have gone through various crises and come through.
IMO, peace and happiness are consequences of knowledge and power.
Power includes being able to see clearly the scum that is other people, and not let them blame you. ;-) If you cannot cleanse them you may be able to flush them down the toilet. There is no need for you to respect sewage. Hope you've read my recent posts on ponerology - they may not be therapy, but I hope it stops some people from being the prey.
I am understanding your words very well and i am already trying to implement that in my life. It is just that i have never been like this before in my life.
I will surely read the blog shared by you as soon as possible.
I can see them clearly and the word scum is nothing for these people. I think i will give them even a worst title.
The second thing is something i am trying to do and that is not letting people blaming me for something that i haven't done.
Thank you.
Yes, one will feel different - not another person - just yourself with, I hope, more personal power.
You may even start to act and think differently :-)
I hope there is nothing to fear, coz one big fear is wanting to go backwards, but going back seems to be filled with grief and pain, so should not be an option.
Glad you were able to have a deeper chat with Imran.
Can you please clarify: are you physically ill or bad mood?
Because I am both, still my folks need lunch.
i hope i could tell the entire thing but it is something i can't tell though i shared it with a friend yesterday after he read this post of mine.
Thank you and i hope you get well soon as well.
Please seek some medical intervention @kamranrkploy for your depression it is a serious condition. I should be the one being depressed because of my depressive health condition 😆but kidding aside I know what a clinical depression is, I suffered from it when I was around 5 years old and lasted for a few years because I am under an epilepsy medication.
I never knew or have a clue what that was until I figured what actually happened after a few years growing up. So I understand your situation, please seek medical help preferably from a psychologist, you can sweat this out. 👍
You are the inspiration to many and seeing gives me the hope and i think it will give anyone hope to fight his situations. You are really strong!
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I shared the entire thing with imransoudagar last night after he read my post. Thank you for caring for me.
A problem shared is partly solved. I know you have some persons in your life you trust. Speak to them, hopefully they can come up with a way to help you. Be strong.
I did that and it helped , i contacted a friend last night and shared everything with him.
I hope you get to the root of this problem and possibly dig out a substantial solution to whatever may be going on.
Conflict I'd everywhere but one that has to do with family is always the most dicey of them all. Don't give up!
I am trying and i won't give up.
Hi friend, Don't forget.. You have a great family with you. We always try to do whatever we can to support our friends, Let's talk. That's the most needed part to release the stress. It's good you have your wife in your side to support. Don't forget us too. If you need a help, you just have to ask. we try to do our best.
Thank you Randula for reaching me out via comment , it really means alot to me.
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