Chaos in the air, breathing air
This chaos lives inside now, built a home now
Closed world, living world
Stuck between walls, structured walls.
Feelings are heavy, existence is heavy
Speaking to self, explaining meaning to self
Waiting for nothing, hoping for nothing
Just in silence, sitting silence.
Trying to understand this friction, constant friction
Trying to balance whatever this is, understanding this
It squeezes energy, consuming energy
Now tiredness living, this tiredness is heavy.
Listening to those words, constant words
Diminishing meaning, meaningless meaning
False realities, taught realties
Comfortable teachings, their teachings.
Feels random, nothing is random
Creations are puppets, controlled puppets
Pain is real, this cage is real
World of chaos, constant rebalancing of chaos.
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