Wow.  Very few People remember when They became aware.  I was quite a bit younger and it was not so traumatic...  I have flashes of My parents encouraging Me to walk, but the first full memory was the day I did so, just past 1 year of age.

I describe it in this video I did:

Why I Am This Unspeakable Thing:  (5 min):  https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/why-i-am-this-unspeakable-thing-5:8