Only wishful thinking

To you who I admire
Somehow this feeling must be revealed
Everything is just raging in the heart
Without wanting to go out in the dark

I can say but only in silence
Actually I don't want to hope
It hurts too much if only I want you
When I know it's true you'll never realize

To you who are my prayers at night
Somehow I should act
Like rain that comes with lightning
Suddenly remembering hope for you makes me suffocate

*I can hide my feelings
But not forever
Later, if God wills
You'll know why I'm still standing"