Did you ever go in the situation whenever someone asked you what you prefer more, to be top or bottom? In life, we will both experience that status. If you clicked this article because of sex, then this article is not what you are supposed to think. Let’s try to be open-minded, even just for a minute. I’m not an experienced learner in social sciences, but I know we are all experiencing this situation.
While I was not here, I was doing my usual routines. My life is inconsistent due to different situations. Before June ended, I opted to write everything I was doing in an electronic file. Are you curious about what it is? Let’s find out in the upcoming days, depending on what platform I will publish. And while looking at the essential things I did on a specific day, it is a seesaw concept.
In seesaw, there have two different sides. If you weigh higher than on the other side, you are most likely on the bottom. On the other hand, if you weigh lighter than the other side, you are most likely on the top. I know you already know what I want to discern, but it typically happens in life. If life is like a wheel where you are sometimes on up and down, then here’s the seesaw, which will help you understand in complexity the philosophy of life.
This week is such an up-and-down cycle for me. I can’t still forget the time I saw on the university portal I entered. I was light and contented when I filed my letter, and I don’t know why I failed. I was UP in my expectations as I was confident about my grades in Junior High. But when I saw the result, I just wanted to punch the screen as it is DOWN. In my existence, I learned that whenever I’m expecting something, I need to set it DOWN to UP all my expectations.
I guess that’s the reason I was not excited when I finally used my laptop to maximize my daily blogs. Apart from that, it is also the reason I can’t paint a happy smile on my face when I realize I might not study in the upcoming year. When your expectation is on DOWN, you could receive the UP results. I don’t know why I have written this. It is just like my expectations ruining what I want.
Thank you for reading. Not a flirt question, but what do you like? To be a top or to be a bottom?