Morning Thoughts- Freshly baked out of my mind

I often spend my time thinking about my future and what can be done next. I don't get any answers because I think I don't have any answer for a permanent solution. My life is now unstable, all I can think about is a temporary solution which is not enough. No matter how much I try to avoid my thoughts about the future, I keep thinking. Time is running and life is going. I started feeling my age, I don't have as much energy as before. I am not enthusiastic as before because my body doesn't cooperate with my mindset.

I don't compare myself with 25 years old girl who is more energetic than me. My body has already taken a lot of stress lately and my fault is I didn't give myself enough time to heal. My body and brain both are exhausted but thinking about the future I keep going, and push myself out of my comfort zone. My biggest fear is I really hope I am not pushing myself too much. My current job is stressful and full of negative energy, I am searching for an alternative but it's not as easy as it sounds like.

I believe that time will solve everything but my question is, do I have that much time to give myself!!!!!!!!!!

I hope so...

Refugee people don't have a life like normal people...