I hope your mom's health will improve. Btw. In my country people used to say that it's good to die in the place where you were born. I think that's what John Denver is singing about. As a person who has had a "Near-death experience" I believe that death is just another thing that system is using to scare us. Dr. Zelenko explained in a funny way what death is

https://rumble.com/v1at14d-dr.-zev-zalenkos-final-public-speech-of-his-life.-rest-in-peace-dr.-vladimi.html