I am a bit full with fluids now, it affects my sleep pattern but it is just good that at least I can sleep even though it is an intermittent kind of sleep but nonetheless I can get some ample rest.
I also can't wait until the weather turns to be better for my condition, I just needed something that could help me let out some fluids and reduce my body's water because I could not produce urine anymore and perspiring really helps me out especially with my breathing as I do not get filled-out fast with fluids with a hot weather influencing my body.
I feel that I am not getting the best dialysis treatment to and I just needed a more frequent dialysis session. It's too bad that my father doesn't see that. At one time when I told my parents that I wanted to have a more frequent dialysis my father went to me and told me that I can just tolerate a twice a week dialysis and why not be in that schedule rather than the three in a week session.
So all these years my father still doesn't understand what I am going through, what I needed, and what is my condition. I do not blame him for that because not all people have the same capacity to understand.
Anyway I am just patient about what I want to happen in my life. What I am trying to do or planning to do is that I just wanted to ensure that I could sustain my needs without the possibility of being short in my financial capacities. Basically I am holding my horses until I am sure that my horses will not fail me to reach my end goals.
I am putting my trust in God and how he would direct my fate. It has been a rough life more than half the time that I exited here on earth but what I am doing is to just achieve a more ease in my life, I am slowly on that track and I hope and pray that it would lead me into what I want to happen in my life.
If you have put your trust on God , you ll not get disappointed. we hope for your better health friend.