It Is The Cold Months Season Now And I Have To Adjust

I am really, really thankful to God that at least I am able to bear these days where the air is fairer and colder. It would get colder in the next few months maybe until the end of February like before and after that were the brutal hot and humid days and I do welcome it.

Right now I am not using my regular electric fan because if it blows it just makes me uncomfortable because due to my body's very low insulation function ( I am just skin and bones) my feet and hands gets too cold and I do not want that issue to happen which is why right now I am just making use of my portable brushless mini fan to cool me off every now and then.

One function of electric fans for me big or small was its white noise because I am a sufferer of ringing ear and I do needed something to mask that kind of white noise because it does get torturous to even think about it.

White noise helps me with trying to forget about this ringing ear so I just needed something that would distract me to even think about it. That is why I am still contemplating to be or not to be in a more peaceful place especially at night.

But I do love peace and quite, I am a loner due to my condition and I prefer not to be around other people that would notice my eerie, weird, or I should say hideous appearance in the fear of being prejudiced, pointed at, looked upon, rumored, belittled and all that. You can understand my position why I just am not really wanting to reveal myself except for some of my close relatives like the family of my siblings.

Anyway I have in no way like all of us to choose the best weather condition for my own health benefits because I live in a revolving place where seasons change or at least gets some influence from places where there is a more defined seasonal changes regarding the temperatures.

Now for me to be able to cope with this cold days I would just be using a small fan which is just powered by a phone charger even though it has a small battery inside. In that way I will not fell uncomfortable having my hands and feet to get too cold for comfort.

But I am happy that I am not like my former self where even a drink of cold refreshments is enough to make my feel the shivers. It was so hard and tough during those times that I was anemic but thank God I am not anemic anymore and that had lead me to tolerate more of the cold even though I am affected by it due to my current body form of lesser body fat if any are present anymore but at least I can enjoy cold showers in cold mornings when I am readying to go for my early morning dialysis schedules.

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