I was planning to stay awake last night just to work on my blogs but I really can't as my body really wants to slumber away. It is true that when you are yawning already that it is a sign that you needed some sleep and that happens to me everytime.
So I have no choice but to just stop doing what I was doing and take my necessary sleep. Many years ago I was suffering from insomnia, even years before I went to my first dialysis and it had been my problem ever since.
It is because that I am anemic and my hemoglobin levels are always down, so much too down that it affects my appetite. After a blood transfusion I could sleep nicely after a few days and my appetite comes back down again after a week or so.
That had happened for so many years but thankfully my hemoglobin didn't go down about five years ago and that really had changed my life, I had an upperhand over my condition now, it made me endure taking Cinacalcet because Cinacalcet depresses the appetite which if it so happened that I have been suffering from Anemia I certainly will not be able to tolerate that drug.
Now at least I am not anemic, it had solved my insomnia which is why every time I would get a good sleep it is like new to me because for so long a time insomnia had plagued me and maybe God had seen that and so he had given me a gift which I am cherishing with all my heart and soul because it is just a miracle that even though my kidneys are no longer producing (Or do they again?)that valuable Erythropoeitin hormone that tells the bone to produce more red blood cells, I am still not getting anemic which still is a wonderment for me. The question is where do the EPO comes from, from my Kidneys again? I am just guessing that maybe they are producing it again only that they have no functionality to clean my blood. I am still dreaming one day that I will get to produce urine again but that will be another set of miracle coming from God.
I am thankful for being able to sleep anytime anywhere.