I liked online gaming (as we called it in the early days) because it brought together the team experience (cooperation) with the competitive format (capture the flag, total elim, etc). I was always the team player... staying alive as much as possible, resupplying everybody around me, spotting enemies, taking the lead as required but generally just bolstering my team. Took a while but I got very good at that. What I hated were the guys who used explosives on the servers where your own damage is reduces to zero... in other words they could basically just blow up the whole area and get blasted to safety, really hard to defend against LOL