Hmm, nice thoughts. You know I too have been wondering if all this is worth the stress especially after that incident and the time when I got hit by a bus. I feel like I'm just begining that's why and I'll get better and it'll get easier with time but on a second thought, what if it doesn't get better for me....hmm

One thing I know that keeps me going is my love for agriculture, the livestock part and businesses involved in it otherwise I would have quit a long time ago. I'll still continue but for now I need to rest and reevaluate as you've said.

Thanks a lot.