Disclaimer: This article is written two weeks ago, I’m just too lazy to publish it.
I feel so broke lately. Sometimes, I wonder if I deserved all those heartbreaks this year. The real and crypto world breaks my heart into several pieces as it seems like the world made me anxious that I can’t do anything. I must be happy today as today is my graduation, right? I don’t know why all of the things you are expecting gives you a bad result.
Aside from my big losses in SmartBCH, Pegaxy, and other cryptocurrencies in the previous months, this month is kind of worst. Last week, I saw the result of my admission in one of the state universities here in our place. Unfortunately, I failed, which breaks my heart into shallow pieces. I’ve having difficulty to accept the fact that I might not be able to study again. Me and my parents don’t have a capability to study us in private schools.
And also, I thought that our face-to-face graduation will be happening as what they conferenced. However, due to the rising of COVID cases, it didn’t happen. I’m still disappointed with it, but what else I can do?
Then here’s the FreeTips on my noise.cash account. In the past few months of using that platform, my earnings were smooth as butter. I just woke up a few days ago, realizing I was not longer earning than the usual. Correct me if I were wrong, but I’m just keep doing what do I think is right. Among all the heartbreaks I experienced, this is the most painful. When that site became sentimental to you, but it influences you to stop.
I know that this is not a sign to stop walking from the path you are strolling, but why did I need to experience those heartbreaks? Anxiety killing me, but I know this is just a second part of the hardship. We are going in these kinds of hardships, and I learned that we should not judge other’s problem.
