As it was live, I assume was horribly early in the morning for you - hence you'd either been up all night or had just woken up. If you're doing the videos, then please do them on your terms at the best time for you! ;-)
I also don't much like these round-table video chats - too many voices and too little focus. 121 works much better - assuming interesting people ;-)
I've even been on TV, so have experience of how crap I look on screen!
Oh, and a transcript...plzzzz!!
and smoke away! get a pipe ;-) a big fat calabash!
Yes it was super early in the morning and I intentionally stayed up all night so that I didn't fall asleep and miss the thing. How obvious was that?
Well, I'm in the same timezone and was only awake coz took my kid to school - then saw it had started 2 hours previously! I've bailed out of many discord live chats just coz of the time.
If it's your show then you have to feel good - whatever time that might be :-)