My dear Steemian friends, how are you all?
I'm starting today's post by wishing you all good health.
At the same time, while working in any workplace, the workplace becomes a family at some point. But if for some reason you have to stay away from that family, it becomes very sad.
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At the end of the day, many people want to share their happiness and sorrows with their family for some time, but when the thing called happiness leaves their life for a certain period of time, then constantly talking about their sorrows feels very bad for their own mind.
Due to which, I am currently in such a situation that I am disappearing from my own family and the family I have created at my workplace day by day.
But one thing I realized was that by isolating myself from everything, I was causing myself more mental pain.
Being alone all day long makes me feel even more mentally weak and sick than I am physically.
And it may have taken me a long time to realize this.
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Last night, when I went to bed to sleep, I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about my physical illness, but I looked over and saw my husband, who had worked tirelessly all day despite his ill health, spending time with everyone and smiling, sleeping comfortably.
Then, with some hesitation, I woke him up and asked him, "Well, you have been diagnosed with a much bigger illness than me and are also in a lot of trouble in business. Even then, everything will be done with a smile on your face, free from worries. How are you managing everything?"
I was quite surprised by what he told me in response to this. His answer was this -
I don't think I have any illness, because whenever I think I have an illness, then the thing called happiness will disappear from my life day by day.
Many people are suffering from much more serious diseases than the one that afflicted my body, and perhaps my illness is insignificant compared to them.
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Then I asked him another question - why can't I?
In response, he asked me some questions and in answering them, many of my own misconceptions and wrong thoughts have been cleared up, Alhamdulillah.
The first question he asked me was -
When you first got pregnant, the doctor told you to stay on full bed rest, but then why did you insist on taking the honors semester final exam?
In response, I say - to achieve success without letting all my years of suffering go to waste.
Then my husband told me, "Actually, you didn't lack self-confidence back then. You were capable of it. But now you lack self-confidence and fear has settled in your mind, which is why you can't focus on your goals."
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After hearing his words, I realized that I had really fallen far behind my goals because of my self-confidence.
And since I am now free from all kinds of worldly work, this is the right time in my life to stand on my own two feet, because I now have endless time to fulfill my dreams.
One of my biggest dreams in life is to work as a freelancer and be a member of the Steemit platform for the rest of my life.
InshaAllah, I will continue to make the best use of my time and move forward.
Please pray for me so that I can achieve my goal.