You are going through a bad time. A lot of bad things are happening at the same time with you. In such a situation you will be disappointed, it is normal to break down.
Anxiety and worry in you will work more than usual. Even if you want to, you can't be normal at that time, you can't behave normally, you can't take many things in a normal way.
You have to keep in mind that the events were pre-determined. At this time in your life, these events may be necessary, although things are unexpected for you.
In some cases you can handle yourself very easily. Again in some cases a lot of time goes by, but we can’t get out of them.
There must be a reason behind every action, every event, every situation in the world. We may not understand that.
You can understand if you notice a little. At the present time or in the near future, the significance of this unexpected event. You will understand that there was a purpose behind it, which we do not understand.
But God has planned everything and everything is happening according to that plan. So our own plans remain unsuccessful.
Move forward in life with hard work and honesty by believing in yourself with patience. Success, failure is part of life.
If you can't do it once, try a few times, not a hundred times, then give up. At least you can try to comfort yourself as much as possible.