I had been working day and night all these past few years ever since I found myself blogging in the hope that I can achieve what I wanted to happen in my life which is to take out myself from the damaging effects of my current illness and putting my body into a more comfortable state where I would feel as normal as i can achieve for myself.
That is proving to be so hard but I am at least proud of myself to step into breakthroughs and milestones because I am much better now than the last few years of my existence regarding my major complaints of pain issues and bone deformities.
Now I am not taking analgesics which I thought that would be a part of my remaining life. But due to probably my bones taking in Calcium than leaching it out, now I am feeling much better.
My rib pain are slowly fading away, I can sneeze and cough without much difficulty because at one point in my life I got terrified of even sneezing much less coughing because of my rib pains. I thank God that those are (I hope) will be a thing of the past for me and will never come back much like the improvement of my back pain too.
I still have pains but I guess that if I would just continue in what I am doing then these grace from God will continue so that I can be able to live pain-free.
But my major complaint was my depressed appetite, I could not possibly eat normally especially after taking one single tablet of Cinacalcet, it will just ruin my appetite for the res of the week. That is why I wanted to get a Parathyroid surgery in the future so that there will no longer be a need for me to take those tablets that is a cause of one of my misery in my life even though Cinacalcet is an instrument of my better well-being for my bone and joint pains.
But I have to continue on hoping and dreaming that someday I will get a taste of a better life even for a short while. So with God in my life and friends at my backing I think the blow of life against me will still be mild and bearable and would possible still make me achieve my goals, what I wanted to happen in my life, I am still not losing hope especially if cryptos would blast off and take us all to the moon, it just makes me smile.
