This is a very long text so I am dividing it into two parts that I am conveying to you. If there is any mistake while writing in it then I am sorry.
I left home an hour before leaving for Riyadh. But due to rush and checking on the way I arrived at the airport late. I quickly parked my car in the parking lot and ran to the counter. I told the employee at the counter. I have to go to Riyadh, he said the flight to Riyadh is closed, I said please I have to reach Riyadh this evening. "There is no need for more," he said. At that time no one will let you go. I said may Allah hold you accountable. He said, "What is my fault in this?"
Anyway, at least I didn't go down without explaining myself first. I was wondering what to do. Should I cancel my trip to Riyadh? Or start my car and go. Or take a taxi. Anyway, at least I didn't go down without explaining myself first. A private car was parked outside the airport. I asked how much for Riyadh? He said that 500 riyals, in any case 450 riyals with great difficulty. And he sat down with her and left for Riyadh. As soon as I sat down I told him to drive fast, he said don't worry. He started driving really dangerously. Some things happened to him along the way. He asked some questions about my job and family. And some questions I asked.
Suddenly I thought of my mother. I pulled out my cell phone to talk to them. And called his mother. He asked. Where is my son I told him to get off the plane and take a taxi. Mother prayed. My son, may Allah protect you from all kinds of evil. I said. Inshallah when I reach Riyadh. I will tell you
Naturally, a problem came to my heart. And I felt like some trouble was waiting for me. Then I called my wife. I told her the whole thing, and instructed her to take care of the children, especially the little girl. "She's been asking about you ever since you left." he said. I said let me talk.
The girl said Baba, when will you come? I said. I'll be back soon. Need something? He said yes, bring chocolate. I laughed. And he said, "All right."
After that I got lost in my thoughts. Suddenly the driver's question startled me. Asked if I could smoke. I said. Brother, I think you are a good and intelligent man. Why are you hurting yourself and your life? They began to say. I tried hard to quit smoking last Ramadan, but I couldn't. I said. Allah Almighty has given you great power. You can't make it easy to quit smoking. However, he said he would not smoke after today. I said may allah give you perseverance (amen)
I remember knocking on the car door and suddenly there was a loud bang from the car. And it turned out that one of the tires of the car had burst. I said nervously to the driver. Slow down and control the vehicle. He did not answer in panic. At that time, Allah Almighty gave me the ability to recite the word of martyrdom aloud.
I had a head injury. And the pain was intense. He is shaking his head. I could not move any part of my body. I have never seen so much pain in my life. I wanted to talk but couldn't. When I opened my eyes. But I didn't see anything. Hear the footsteps of the people who were telling each other not to move but to bleed. And my legs are broken. My pain was getting worse. And I was having trouble breathing. I think. I can't express in words what I felt at that time. I realized that no one could save me from death now.
At the end of this story I will tell you what the truth is. Every sibling here should think about what is happening to me. Because soon we will all have to deal with such situations.
After that the voices of the people stopped coming. The whole of history unfolded before my eyes. And I was feeling that way. It looks like a sack that encloses with a drawer. I saw a man with a white beard. He told me, "Son, this is the last hour of your life." I want to advise you because Allah Almighty has sent me to you. I asked what is the advice?
They began to say. Encourage Christianity if you believe in it. Then I will return you to my family. And I will bring your soul back. Speak quickly Time is running out. I think it's the devil. I was in a lot of trouble then. And as much as it hurts. But he still had strong faith in God and His Messenger. I called him an enemy of God. I have lived in the state of Islam. And I will die a Muslim. It turned yellow. He said your salvation is to die a Jew or a Christian. Otherwise I will increase your anxiety. And I will seize your soul. I said. Death is not in your hands. Whoever I am, I will die in the state of Islam.
In doing so, he looked up. And seeing him, he ran away. I felt as if someone had scared him. Suddenly I saw people with strange faces and big bodies. They came down from heaven and said. I said, "Peace be upon you." of that Then they fell silent. And did not say a word. They had shrouds. I realized that my life was over. One of the big angels came to me. And he said, "This is the soul that is satisfied, and the other is the one who is forgiven by Allah and the Most Gracious."
I am very happy to hear this. I said I am present in the angel of Allah.
He took my soul. I was feeling that way now. Like I'm between sleep and reality. It was as if I was being lifted up from the body to heaven. I looked down. So you know That people were standing around my body and they covered my body with a cloth. One of them said. To Allah we belong and to Him we shall return.
I saw two angels. That they are receiving me. And they're putting me in a shroud and taking me upstairs. I looked left and right. So I saw nothing but the horizon. I was being carried from heights to heights. We went through the clouds. Like I'm sitting in a plane. Even the whole earth seemed to me like a ball. I asked the two angels, "Will Allah admit me to Paradise?" He said that the knowledge of it belongs to Allah Almighty. We are only responsible for taking your soul. And we are only dealing with Muslims. Some other angels who had a spirit passed by us. And it smelled so good. I've never smelled so much in my life. I asked the angels in amazement. Who is If i didn't know That the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) has passed away. So I would say it would be their soul. "This is the soul of a Palestinian," he said. He was killed by the Jews a short time ago. While he was defending his religion and homeland. His name is Abu Abd. I said. I wish I had been martyred.
After that some other angels passed by us and they had a spirit. It smelled bad. I asked who is it? He said he was a Hindu who worshiped idols and cows. Allah Almighty destroyed him with His torment a short while ago. I thanked Thank you. I am at least a Muslim dead. I said. I have read a lot about the journey to the hereafter. But that's what's happening. I never imagined that. They said. Thank you Muslims are dead. But right now the journey is too long for you. And there are countless stages.
After that we passed by a very large group of angels. And We greeted them. They asked, "Who is this?"
The two angels with me replied that he was a Muslim. Who had an accident a while ago. And Allah commanded us to seize his soul. They said. Good news for Muslims. Because these are good people. I asked the angels. Who are these people, he said. These are the angels. Who guard the sky. And from here they keep throwing meteors at the devils. I said that this is a great creation of Allah. He said there are angels greater than he. I asked who are they? They said: Gabriel and the angels who carry the Throne. And all these creatures are such that they do not disobey the command of Allah Almighty.
God forbid that we should die, and that we should not die. Tahrim (they do not disobey any command given by Allah and carry out whatever is commanded).
After that we ascended further until the heavens reached the earth. I was in a state of fear and anguish at that time not knowing what would happen next. I found the sky very big and there were doors inside it. There were angels at the gates. Whose bodies were very large. The angels said. Peace be upon you and mercy be upon you and with them I repeated the same words. The other angels replied, "Peace be upon you and mercy be upon you." And they said. The angels of mercy must be the Muslims. The angel with me said. Yes, he is a Muslim. They said you can come in. Because the gates of heaven are open only to Muslims. Allah's command is about the disbelievers. The gates of heaven will not be opened for the disbelievers.
When we came in, we saw a lot of strange things. Then we went ahead and started climbing. Here to the second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, and finally to the seventh heaven. This sky looked bigger than all the other heavens. The angels were saying: O Allah!
I panicked. Tears flowed from my head. God has decided for me. Write the name of this servant of mine in Aaliyan and bring him back to earth. Because I created them from the earth. That will be their return. And once again I will lift them up from the earth. I said with a mixture of fear and joy. Glory be to God! But we did not worship you that way. Praise be to Allaah
The angels took me back to earth. And wherever he passed, he greeted the other angels. I asked them on the way. Can I know about my body and family?
They began to say. You will soon see your body. But as far as your family is concerned. Their good deeds will continue to reach you. But you can't see them.
Then they brought me to earth. And he said, Now stay with your body. We are done
Now other angels will come to you in the grave, I said. May Allah have mercy on you. Will I ever see you again, he said. On the Day of Resurrection they will be terrified. Then he said. If you come out of the people of Paradise. So we will stay together. God willing
I asked what did you see? And listen, is there any doubt about going to heaven even after that? They began to say. Only Allah knows best about your going to paradise. Because you Muslims are dead. But you have to balance before you can act.
I remembered my sins and said I cried out loud.
They began to say. Consider your Lord good. Because he never wrongs anyone. After that they greeted. And they went up very fast.
I looked at my body, my eyes were closed. And all around me my brother and father were crying. Then water was poured on my body. So I found out that I was being bathed. I was hurt by their crying. And when my parents prayed that God would have mercy on you. So that was a relief for me. Then my body was given a white shroud.
I said in my heart. I wish I could finish my body in the way of Allah. I wish I was a martyr. Unfortunately, I will not spend a single hour without the remembrance of Allah or prayers or worship, I wish I could spend my wealth day and night in the way of Allah. Sorry a lot of people picked up my body. I look at my body but I can't go in or out. I was in a strange state. What was painful for me when I was picked up? It was the cry of my family. My heart wanted me to say to my father, Father John, please stop crying and pray for me. Because your crying is hurting me. At that moment, a relative of mine prayed for me and I was relieved.
I was taken to the mosque. And he landed there and I heard people praying. I wanted to join them in prayer. I thought how lucky these people are to be doing good. While my process is closed.
When the prayer ended, the muezzin announced: And the funeral prayer began. I was surprised. That many angels came there. How many people were praying while talking to each other. And how many of them do not associate anyone with Allah?
In the fourth takbir, I saw angels writing something. I guess he must be writing people's prayers. Because the prayers of the people were giving me wonderful peace and tranquility. The prayers ended and some people were praying and some were crying on the way to the graveyard. And I was shocked and upset that I didn't know what was going to happen to me. All my sins and mistakes and the hours of cruelty and negligence that I spent in the world. One thing was coming to the fore. There was a world of intense fear he was going through.
I was taken to the cemetery and taken down. At that moment I heard different voices saying something. Give way to the funeral. Someone is saying get out of here. Someone says write near the grave. Or Allah, I never thought such things about myself. I was taken down to the grave with my body and soul. But they only saw my body. The soul was not visible.
After that, Lahad started closing. My heart wanted to scream and say, don't leave me here, I don't know what will happen to me. But I could not speak. People's voices stopped. But I could hear their footsteps. The one who prays for me will find peace in me. Suddenly the grave became too narrow for me and it seemed that it would crush my whole body. And I was about to scream, but Then it came back to normal.
Then I tried to look to one side and suddenly two terrible angels appeared with big bodies, black color and blue eyes. There was a twinkle in his eye. And one of them had thunder in his hand.
To be continue…………