Three years had passed yet it felt like yesterday...the hate she saw in her eyes when she looked at her and the harsh words she said to her were still fresh in her memory. Looking so pale with sadness in her eyes she wished things went differently...she want to talk to her, apologise again again till she listens...if she would listen.
Memories......
It was just like yesterday she walked into the room to make the shocking revelation. "Forgive me Kaya", she said in tears knowing fully well the mistakes she had made by leaving her all these years..."I am still your mother...forgive me for not being here all these years", she said as she sobbed.
What followed as a reply was a series of harsh words which pierced and saddened her heart. "Yes, it is my fault...I know Kaya and I am sorry please let me be a part of your life. Let me make it up to you Kaya", she pleaded continuously but all to no avail.
Kaya had closed the doors of heart to her...and never wants to talk or see her.
She knew she made a mistake but nothing she did could change Kaya's mind. As she sat in her hospital bed thinking back to that day, she could only wish her daughter would forgive and see her before it too late. Nonetheless, she decided to try again...she picked up her phone and called her but no one picked. She tried a couple of more times but still no answer then she gave up.
Few days later the Kaya's phone rang, one glance at who was calling it was her mom's number...she picked up the phone ready to pounce on her with words "Haven't I told never to call me...." she was saying in a harsh tone but was interrupted midway. "Hi, I am sorry to have caught you in a bad time....this is Kline hospital, we have a bad news".
As the nurse explained what happened she realized she couldn't feel anything...the news hit her so much that the hate, despise, anger...everything she felt just disappeared. She only just started healing....she was going to forgive her soon...she wanted to take her time but now it was too late.
She stood there as tears rolled down her eyes....wishing she had forgiven her sooner, spent a little time with her...she never knew her mom was even sick. She felt pain and regret wishing she could turn back the hands of time maybe...just maybe there would have been wonderful memories to remember her by.
Let go of the hate, anger and whatever negative thing you have in mind towards that person. You have hated for so long...you have held on to it for so long. Let go of the bad memories and create better ones that would cover up for the bad days...it is not always easy but it not impossible. Let go, so as not to regret later.
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