Unsettled Desires

It's a weird morning,
and my hormones are running.
I felt like masturbating,
but being forced, is not my thing.
Don't crucify me,
I'm just being me.
I won't settle for least,
When seeing the best.
You are hard to get,
But I'll keep placing my bet.
And even if I lose in debt,
I'll win as a poet.
being me