I do have issues you know, can't explain the nature of them however describing my self as a paradox can make sense, i want to be happy, but I think of bad scenarios that make me feel shity, i'm lazy yet I'm ambitious, loving myself could be an issue for me cause I really don't like this version of me, but deeply I believe in me and I love who really I'm, I crave for attention but I reject it when it comes to my direction "socializing issues " I think it's called like that.
I'm a conflicted contradiction yet I need to pick my self up, do it alone, do it piece by piece a step after step, if I can't figure my self out, no one can do.
