Sometimes I feel like I've changed a lot.

Sometimes I want to create myself in a way that inspires people. I want to change myself a lot. It seems that the person I am does not fit in the society. Because people don't stay behind without self-interest and I trust people for which people give me more trouble and go away.

So I keep thinking that I have to change myself and if I don't change there is no value in this society people always look like if I can give them it's good and if I can't it's always bad so I want to change myself because someone wants something from me. I give him so easily I can't speak.

That's why people cheat me more and go somewhere else because when I can't give they don't stand by me as long as I can and the world will probably go like this. I trust people too much and people take advantage of this trust. I can't tell them anything.

Life can never go on like this so I want to change a lot of things so I will bring you something new about myself and I always try to bring something new to you but today I share some of my personal things.