Sometimes i'm jealous to some kids who can run to their parents whenever they are sad and creeping into their dark world. I would ask how does it feel likes to cry on the laps of your parent and tell them what is bothering you or how you feel about some words you used on a mate.
Does it feels nice because i grew up keeping hold of my emotional setbacks to myself and then entering my dark world the place where i'd be free from every strings attached to control me and i'll enough time to meditate about what makes me special from the other kids.
However i know deep down within me that i need help from a Physiologist because i'm really trying avoid this bipolar feeling coming in me slowly, the thought of me being depressed is no longer poping again but i seriously need help and i really can't tell my parent about what i'm going through.
My parents don't give me listening ears about my emotions the only thing they care about is the way i live my life at home ,that which i think it's not wayward at all. Sometimes i wish i hadn't be in family and wished that i shouldn't have been born , you know my whole is filled with alot of struggles with myself and my demons that's the reason why i still don't have a serious and straight mindset .
I grew up without my parents knowing that their child was always sad and lonely at the moment and right now i wish for someone can listen to me and support me also .
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