A thousand words will not be able to represent what I say, a million sentences will not be able to conclude what I will explain. If we were to face each other, I'm always sure you'd keep averting your face from my gaze.
My heartbeat always gets faster every time I accidentally pass you, Miss. However, unfortunately I can't decipher what just made the pounding even more raging when you released a warm hue from your lips. You never said hello, but the look in your eyes seemed to give such a deep meaning and I couldn't just ignore it.
Every day, every chance to look at you. I always stood in the same place, for quite some time. Staring at you slowly, even though you have to be on standby in case you suddenly turn to me.
You're so beautiful. Especially when wearing a black hijab which I know is your favorite hijab. I'm sorry, Miss. I'm the loser who only dares to praise you behind your back. Meanwhile, when we passed each other, my lips felt very numb, my body stiffened, and my legs felt very heavy as if the gravity on this earth could drown anyone who stepped on them.
Holding you is an impossibility that I always wished for. Walking side by side with you is a desire that I will never change. Explaining my feelings to you is a doubt that I always try to become a belief.
Beautiful, Miss. I would feel like the luckiest person if you would reciprocate my feelings. However, let it be like this now. You don't need to know, you don't need to understand, you don't need to come if in the end you will go back.
Thank you
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