The war could go on for years and so the markets will be bearish for years too?

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I hate to live in these times, what we never thought of not happening dis happened. I thought that the CoViD pandemic was the worse thing that ever happened in my lifetime because it did pinned the BTC price so much down that it went to the lowest point after a small bull run from 2017, it actually touched 3,500 dollars per BTC! In those times people are also saying that it could go down even further. But it went up until the rally where it reached almost 70 K per BTC last November, the top of that year. But it could have gone more up until this Russian entity decided to invade Ukraine and cause stock markets to plunge because of the sanctions imposed by the west thereby causing commodities to rise, inflation to rise even further, the value of money to lessen considerably because of the involvement of banning Russian oil to be bought by its neighbors.

Unfortunately Germany is dependent on Russian oil because of its practical distance to Russia, if it would import oil in the middle east then it will become expensive. It could buy from other parts of Russian neighbors because of the same factor and some factors unknown to me. So oil had been a leverage by Russia against basically the whole world, it disrupted trade and commerce and ultimately economic, we are now in economic tribulation which is hard to reverse even if the Russian war of Putin comes to an end because lifting sanctions I guess is not that easy unless the west expedite the lifting then at hat point the markets will recover.

Bit the war it seems is like building a fore and then Russia and the west keep throwing dry wood in it, like a perpetual money pit and then having a hammer by each party hitting themselves in the head with it and at the same time everyone of us is connected to their brains so we can feel the loss of money and pain incurred. How crazy it sounds but it is literally what is happening. That is why I hate communism and the likes, Putin's Russia is masquerading under democracy but really it is like in Stalin's time but in his administration not only Russians suffer under Stalin but all of us now feels it which makes it worse than the Stalinist, psychopathic Lenninist, or whatever flavor of communism, Fascism, or dictatorship Russia is under today. I just wished that I go back in time as Russian and a friend of Putin's father so I can give him condoms and even pay for him to use it before he makes Putin with his wife so none of this would happen and break that butterfly effect and in turn we could see and experience a better state of peace compared today.

Choosing in Killing ourselves

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Even though I am like this, almost totally bedridden because it is still hard to move around and dependent on people to help me out, I still have ambitions way more up compared to other people. It could have been going well for me or to all of us for that matter until these clusterfuck happened which make me feel to give-up on my plans and just basically survive the hardship caused by one evil person that killed so much people already, even his own citizens like the soldiers and the conscripts he pushed to Ukraine as cannon fodders just for him to reach his goal and is now just failing to do so. It is because his moves with his military is countered by Ukrainian forces as these soldiers on the ground is supported by the western military hardware and intelligence. So fighting fire with fore will just resort in mangled bodies and iron in the field, much less tribulation for the entire world population, both sides are loosing including the spectators of such disheartening event that should not even happen in this day and age.

Oh man this is such a setback, imagine that you wanted to use the toilet because of a bad diarrhea but on your way to the toilet there is a traffic jam, it literally happened to me and I managed to hold it off until I got home, talking about self-control. But this time things are not in my control, I am in a hurry because time is not in my side and this ongoing war that affects the crypto market is a some fence-high bump on the road. Again we could have been doing so well with BTC's price if now because of the root cause of the problem which is Putin where even if you torture him for 30 days, chop his hair a million times over will still be enough to pay for his crimes. So he is no other option but to try to continue his demonic acts until maybe the rest of us die with him.

In my situation, already being stuck neck deep in a precarious state, it is a big blow for me once dialysis fees gets even more expensive. I am already trying to prepare myself to it because it is expensive, right now there is no indication that my dialysis center would increase it fees and even though I have money it is just betting worthless as time goes by and it will be sky is the limit for increases in hospital bills once there will be a full blown shit hits the fan event. I am always saying that I do not want to die a lingering death but in this case I might as well see that in the future if nothing changes in the world then I guess that I will have to accept that bitter end of my saga here on earth.

All I needed to do is just pray to God, that he will not make the ending of my life as hard. It is also unfortunate that I could not end my own life even though I am technically already dead years ago, I am just artificially alive because of dialysis machines and my current ability to sustain my needs, if if I will be left alone I will be dead in no time but with a caveat of dying a lingering death, the worse kind of death that I cannot even wish for the evilest of my enemies, I had seen that in so many occasions with other dialysis patients and that issue puts a shiver down my spine and try not to think about it ever happening to me, but anything is possible because the world now has gotten as crazy as my life.

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Death is OK but a lingering death, no way!