It is a funny and odd thing that I had a short dream with this guy the I do not know of, he was bald and stocky, a new made-up person that I never met before in my life and yet I was playing basket ball with him, in my bizarre dream today.
In my dream at first it seems that I can't even throw the ball up to the ring. It was like in the years that I was going with my friends while they play basketball and me trying to play with them but the ball is heavy when I try to handle it and it takes a big effort for me to try to shoot it into the ring.
But in my dram slowly and slowly I was making breakthroughs and being able to score on a one-on-one game with this person in my dream. So I was surprised "in my dream" that I am really playing basketball a sport that I am not able to learn to play because of my weak body disposition from the past years of my life.
Then in my dream I was able to hold the ring after a big jump and I began to make a pull-up exercise. An exercise that I really want to do to make my arms strong and buffed-looking. You wouldn't believe how I felt at that moment "in my dream" because it is like a dream for me and yet it was.
Maybe it is just because I am just frustrated that I cannot do these things anymore and I actually never did those in my life. Only in my mind that I am strong but after getting up from my bed reality strikes me again that I am actually a handicapped person reliant on other people for my survival.
It is indeed my fear to lose people close to my life, my immediate family because without them my life will turn around 180 degrees and I hope for the better but it will definitely for the bad in my case.
This is just my life, full of hardships and frustrations but even though I am surviving it doesn't mean that all is well because for one thing this is not one should live their life and yet I was kicked to a different path that no one in their right mind would choose.
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I understand when you dream about your frustrations. We have 7 kittens that we haven't been able to give away. A few nights ago, I dreamed that we were having kitten sandwiches...it was totally gross! I'm so ashamed but in the dream it seemed perfectly normal.
Dreams sometimes are like that but this one had a lot of mixed feelings for me while I am dreaming, I thought it was true and I forgot to mention I was running going home with a former friends that I also miss today, at least that dream had fulfilled it for me, "in my dream."