I hope that I can be able to whistle again

in r2cornell •  2 years ago 


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After Leontiasis had disfigured my face, it affected my ability to speak coherently and drink my beverages and eat my food upright because I can't close my lips which is why I would lay down on my back so that I will not throw food out from my mouth while chewing. Leontiasis is a very rare condition and it is too horrid that I even do not want to google it.

You can't imagine the level of hardships that I went through because even my nurses mocks the way I speak, I just tried to ignore them and keep it to myself for the fear that it will affect my dialysis quality because they control the way I would live my life, so thankfully they still have a level of professionalism in them.

The overgrowth of bone in my face/mouth had given me some fear that I thought at first it will not abate but make me a horrible sub-human being. I was thinking of mal-transforming to the "Elephant man" but thanks to God a million times I was able to afford a correct doctor for my condition to treat me with the correct drug to take.


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Don't Google "Elephant man"

Taking Cinacalcet, an anti-hyperparathyroid for more than two years made my facial bone overgrowth resulted the bone inside to recede a bit particularly in the mouth area making me take back the ability to speak coherently again.

I just have to stop taking Cinacalcet because I cannot endure its side-effects anymore like vertigo and appetiteloss which now I cannot regain for some reason anymore. But with a stroke of the sweetest luck ever I am able to treat my bone issues with vitamin k2 Mk-7 which made more improvement compared to taking Cincalcet.

My facial bone is continuing to recede from having a three finger thick wide gap to now about only a finger-wide gap with my mouth when in a relaxed mode. Now I am hoping that God wills it for me to get some more improvements.

I was waiting now for my lips to fully close with a relaxed mouth like a normal person if that will ever happen in the near or mid-future. Then I will be able to whistle again like Axl Rose in the song Patience by Guns 'n Roses.


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I can imitate how Axl Rose whistles in this song and I missed that gift a lot because you know not all people can whistle. It was my eldest brother that had taught me how to whistle when I was just little, I mean just before this house was built from 1983, later I was already whistling on my own especially when i am stressed or maybe in the bathroom, it is a good stress reliever.

But after my facial disfigurement it went away and frustrated me a lot if you can imagine. Now the question of if I ever regain back my gift of whistling is up for the time to reveal. But one this is for sure if I that would happen then I am already in a better state of health compared when I once was and I will thank God for that miracle today.


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I am optimistic if I can still see an ember hope twenty million light years away, I just needed more time.



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  ·  2 years ago  ·  

Hello very good afternoon, wow I like your post, and what most caught my attention was to see that you put videos in them and I think it's great will be that please could you tell me how you do it, if you need some code or something, and thank you very much.


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  ·  2 years ago  ·  

You just copy the url of youtube video and paste it when youwant to submit or create a post or comment.

  ·  2 years ago  ·  

ok, thank you very much for replying :D


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