Hi, friends! I hope you all don't mind reading my first post with what state I'm feeling at my age now, I'll let go of what I've been keeping all this time in my mind. When my coffee is brewed and the cigarette is lit, there everything that is on my mind will come out automatically.
My smile looks sincere when I'm with you, and always tries to cheer you up, it's just a play that I play to cover all the burdens I'm holding back. I feel isolated and slowly getting rid of me trying to pretend I don't know so that you are happy, slowly I try to stay away so that you all feel satisfied, because a person's heart doesn't need to choose, automatically it knows where to anchor and get real peace.
Confused by the decision I have to take, tired of holding on But too dear to be left behind, the words are just a masterpiece issued by the keyboard. No matter how painful it is, I have to leave without anyone getting hurt, in a situation like this I'm sure it's not hurting someone's heart but my decision makes them happy with their current situation.
Today I am no one, but until this moment I have not stopped to keep trying and get up, it is not the circumstances that determine my future destiny, but my determination and hard work will show who I really am, getting older doesn't mean we understand everything , but as we get older we will know how strong we are in living in a world full of theatrics.
Looking arrogant, it is just a bulwark to avoid the oppression played by the environment, remaining calm and sane even though the living conditions are sometimes unclear. Don't care about the environment around you, feel bored and will live in a blanket of deception.
It's actually cool to take a break but we shouldn't stop
We shouldn't stop for any reason
The rest I do is just to refuel to continue the journey