I am 35 years old now, I am not married yet because it is our family tradition that having a relationship outside the family is a bad thing. We have never had a relationship outside the family.

I have reached 35 years of age, so far no relationship has come for me from family, while several relationships have come from non-family members, but it is possible that my parents or brothers have agreed with someone.

My heart feelings sometimes go to such an extent that I scream at night and raise my head to the heavens and shout to my parents that I am not able to live. The reason is silence.

I have become a living corpse.

When I see my sisters laughing and smiling with their husbands at weddings and celebrations, my heart aches. Or may Allah not give such educated and ignorant parents who ruin the lives of their children by following the customs of their family.

Sometimes I think that I should run away from home and blacken my face with someone and come back and stand in front of my parents saying that now, perform the ritual of your seven generation well.

Sometimes I think of running away from home and asking someone to make me a wife, but then I think of what will happen to me if I fall into the hands of a bad person.

Even the maulvi of the mosque does not describe my pain in his Friday sermon.

O Maulvi sir, just listen!!!!! At night, when father and mother are sleeping in one room, brothers are resting in their respective rooms with sisters-in-law, then only I know what happens to me.

O ruler of time! Even then, listen to the time of Farooq Azam at night when a woman recited these verses with pain, the meaning of which was this.

(If there was no fear of Allah and the fear of reckoning on the Day of Judgment, there would have been plowing in the corners of this bed tonight) (I mean she was doing something with someone) When Farooq Azam heard the verses, he was moved and called the names of each husband. Issued an order that no husband should stay away from his wife for more than three months.

O ruler of time,

O my father,

O Grand Mufti of my country,

O Imam of my local mosque,

Oh, the leader of my city, in whose hands should I find my blood?

Who will understand my pain?

I have passed the age of 35 but my father still has the same rule that I will never marry my daughter outside the family.

O Allah, be a witness, surely you sent many good relationships for me, but my family rejected those relationships.

O people, tell me if a person does not eat ready-made food and says that it was like this in destiny, then he is crazy or wise.

May Allah bless you and pour it into your mouth???

Keep this example in front of you and think that Allah has sent good relationships for me and many others like me, but parents or some of them themselves rejected it, now they say that I was lucky.

This is not a joke post. Think about it.

Every single word is based on fact so sorry for the harsh words....

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