Story Of Agony.

It hurts to consider you,
It hurts now no longer to consider you.

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There is a shadow of your
presence all round me,
withinside the locations I move , withinside the matters I see,
it doesn’t matter
in which or when, there you are.

It’s like hearthplace that spreads
via my chest.

Heartache that doesn’t move away.

A restraint jacket that
does not allow me move

Like drowning even though
I’m now no longer at the deep end.

I’m fearful of dropping our memories,
however I can’t consider them due to the fact there are too painful

I cannot attain out to you,
due to the fact I don’t recognise in which you are.

I can’t recognize why you
did not come for me,
if the closing time you advised me
you desired me.

I don’t recognise how lengthy I can endure the pain,
perhaps I want to sense it as it makes me sense alive,
it makes your presence
live subsequent to me.