Lonely Without You.

Today I hold deliberating you, not anything new, similar to constantly ,
due to the fact you're constantly right here , so gift right here in my mind.

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"You are a part of my being", what a repeated phrase,
turned into the only I stated to you the day prior to this once I noticed I turned into dropping you.

I do not know how I'll do it
If you are now no longer via way of means of my aspect today
I recognize that I might not be nicely anymore
Without you my sky is cloudy.

"I may be a lot better"
"To be what you have constantly wanted"
Phrases that I repeated loudly
But best silence I received.

What will I do now that you are gone?
Maybe it is time to present up
Accept my unhappy reality
Let the tide take me till I sink.

Because I do not know a way to pass on
In this sea complete of loneliness
When I experience I can win
A more potent wave lashes me with malice.

It arrives to shake my few illusions
Leaving my frame increasingly more tired
To pass on I even have many reasons
But my energy has nearly deserted me.

I attempt to be constructive and pass on
I strive now no longer to consider the negative
But it is now no longer smooth understanding that I misplaced you
And that with out you, there may be not anything left, all is misplaced .