How I wonder and ask myself if am really alive,
The pain is so much I don’t laugh
My world is lost, so lost am alone
How do I find home on my own,
Mystified, am sinking on my feet,
Not a grain to eat,
I can’t sleep with dignity,
I try, but slip into reality.
Barely breathing, am covered in slough,
It can’t be, I have had enough,
If it’s life I want to die,
If it’s a dream I want to rise,
If I rose I want to laugh,
If I died I want to laugh.