Every person who loses the battle of life has created a team. Today I myself have come to that group. Sometimes it feels like a black hole has formed right along the middle of the chest. But I understand that it was not created now, it was created a long time ago. Slowly consuming my life. Everything ends. Ending my love, my wishes and my dreams.
Yet when I went to sleep at night, the dreams I had woven into the oil-slicked pillow. They still haunt my dreams. Asking me again and again, how to lose in life? But I made up my mind, now I don't want to lose. Because I understood the pain of loss long ago.
My thoughts are chaotic, I have a lot of time to think about life. Then maybe I could not use that time, I lost every moment. I lost my loved ones.
I have lost the war of life long ago!
But I did not lose what?
I'm like a defeated soldier,
so I'm left behind!
The path of life is infinite!
Today I am very thirsty..
Today I am very tired!
Ananta Ravi slowly left
my life!
Everything was taken away long ago,
leaving only a few memories.
A long time ago, at the end of that afternoon,
I fell like a dry leaf!
So today I am standing
in the middle of the wrong path, forgetting the path.
Sometimes I wonder why people's lives are like this. Why do people have to be ruthlessly defeated by fate again and again. Why is one man a puppet in another man's hand? Why do people lose the battle of life brutally over and over again? It is not so easy to get answers to these questions from anyone. But still people live their lives happily.
I am one of the group of people who repeatedly lose the battle of life. I have repeatedly lost standing up in life. Even then, why do you think that if you try a little, you can stand up again? Many of you may have seen bullfighting, but I have never seen it live. But I have seen many times in different movies. Where it is seen, the bull that fights gets bruised with blood.
But its value is not exactly available. The wounded bull may be sold in the market at a very low price, or slaughtered and its meat sold by everyone. I think to myself, I too have become like that blood-stained bull. I am completely broken from myself as I lose again and again in life. I'm bloody inside. I am deeply hurt. But it is not physically but mentally.
But life must change. Set a goal in life. I've got it in my head. The things I will do in the next six months, or a year or two. I must give proper time for that. What I can do in 20 minutes, who should give me two hours to try.
To achieve success in life, one must go back some way. Everything has to start again from the beginning. The changes we want to bring about in our lives. We must work hard for that. If we can be a hardworking people. Then achieving success in life is very easy I think.
I have to do the work for 21 consecutive days. Then there will be a change in my habit. If we stay in bed all day, our lives will never change. To make a change in life we must think of something positive, and spend at least 10 minutes on that task. Only those who work can understand how much peace there is in him. My random thoughts about life may or may not be liked by many.
The above words are my random thoughts. But it seems to me that little of these words, if we may accept them. Then maybe I can arrange life in a different way. Wishing everyone good health, I am leaving here today. Allah is Hafez.