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In my case, it was like a strange compromise. I act like myself, I want to do it, again I have to keep in mind what the audience expects from me. I have to do my best at the same time, but I also have to take care of the responses of the people I'm working for so that I don't get upset. I try not to be derailed. No matter what goes on inside, I'm just smiling outside, signing autographs. Sometimes it feels like I'm standing on the side of a road and acting. My visitors are the pedestrians, who are clapping their hands at me a little jokingly, a little kindly and a little contemptuously. But no matter who the audience is, I know my inner being is watching my performance, applauding me for doing a good job, laughing at my nonsense. So I say, learn to recognize yourself, never lose faith in yourself. Never give up on your life. There is nothing that you can do about it that will hurt you.
Believe in your own abilities.
Believe in yourself beyond criticism and condemnation. Don't be afraid to challenge the rules. Do not hesitate to walk alone.