The Heart Wants What Hurts It

I hate it when it feels like I'm first in it. When it feels like I'm stressing it.

I hate it when the people I like don't like me back. Or when they like me back but they're trying to play hard it's sad.

I wish there's a switch to turn off the feelings for certain people.

I wish it's so simple to unlove, to undo whatever this heart of mine started.

I wish we could tell our heart who exactly to love and who to not.

But this heart is psychic.

I wish I can be in control of who rose in my heart.

But I say the heart wants what it wants.

But why does what the heart wants hurt?

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