It's now 5 years to the Corona story and with that 5 years to even my own struggles with hubby's health. It was the same time when his Myasthenia condition became worst. When I look back at those days I get goose bumps thinking of how fearful and traumatic they were. Everything was so uncertain then. 2020 was a year of disaster for me. Not only was it dealing with his health crises but during that time, we faced a major financial loss, which took away almost all our savings. I was thinking then, will we be ever able to recover from that extraordinary huge dent that life had given to us. I was so uncertain even with hubby's life then, because even the Doctors were not sure.
All I could do in that time was pray and pray and be positive with good hope and faith that eventually everything will be fine, and with god's grace it was. It took 8 months for us to get life back to normal. While the whole world was dealing with Covid, I was dealing with all together another issue. All of this was happening during peak Covid. I was in hospital all the time, so lock down or no lock down was not impacting me in any way. Even after hubby was shifted home, I had no time to be outdoors, because all the time he needed medical attention at home.
I did not feel the heavy impact of Covid because I was already under some another impact. When I look back at those days, the miracles that have happened, I cannot be enough grateful for all of those blessings that Universe had brought to me at the right time. We travelled from Muscat to Mumbai just a day before all the travel restrictions and quarantines started, he was admitted to the hospital and the surgery was done, just before the lockdowns started, so I had my family around me during that crucial time. And because of that even I was in a safe zone at the hospital, because in 3 to 4 days time of his admission to the hospital, the hospital became very stringent in admission process and treatments. So for me, it was like everything was falling in place just at the right time, a little delay in all of this would have caused me immense difficulty with his treatment.
While I was going through the rough patch, in some miraculous ways I was getting all the help I needed and always being in the safe zone. After his recovery we again started focusing on our financials, and that too improved over a period of time. There were some magical doors opening up for us all through out 2020 with all that we were going through. There were days when I was filled with some extraordinary strength both physical and emotional. With all of this my belief in the power of prayer gets even stronger then before. I know there is someone out there listening and helping. Whatever one may want to name. Life does work on faith and hope.
This is the picture at the hospital, the nurse insisted to click for us and she told me, you will always remember this time and the value of life and relationships whenever you will see this picture. And, so right she is. This was in the 6 month of the treatment, still on lot of supports but a lot better. He was always smiling with all the pain also, he could not move by himself, but the nurses were very good, with all the help they would make him sit on a chair daily for half and hour, so that there is a change in energy. In that time, I felt like everything around was aligned with me. The nurses that were attending to him had a lot of spiritual awareness and they would think from that aspect when attending to him. They would allow me to play Aum chanting for him daily 1 hour in the ICU, that was a big deal. In the ICU the visiting hours are limited, so I would sit out in the waiting zone. They would also allow me to visit him off visiting hours, just to cheer him up. They did everything possible to make it comfortable for me. Because of lockdowns no one was able to help me, yet I was receiving all the help I needed and never felt I was alone or I was struggling in any way.
Times are better now, but I will never forget this year of my life, because it changed my life in many ways. One thing is for sure, Karma is real and when the time is right it will bring it's results so never mess with it. I do not know what my and hubby's karma must have been to go through this lesson in life, it was a strong learning for us and with it we both improved in many ways with our health and lifestyle.
Life goes on and new challenges will keep coming, and for sure lessons learned from the old ones are helpful in navigating with the new one.
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