40 years is too long to sit in an office being told what to do. At age 40, you have to be smart enough to know that a job will never give you financial freedom.
At age 40, you have to be smart enough to know that job is a scam. If a job is not a scam, how come you have worked for the past 20 years and you are still broke? You always complain about money.
You don't have enough money to do the things you want to do in life. 40 years, you don't have to look for a job. At age 40,
you have to employ yourself. If you are broke at age 40, you are not working,Use all the money you have to go and learn a high income skill and exchange for money because money hides in people.
Don't worry about money again.