With the spring marks on my face, I felt like girls would vomit just looking at me, so no girls would let me near them at all.
Do you know what the result is? I stayed far away from the girls, and if I fell in front, I behaved like a very good man. Its consequences are very serious.
I am 67 years old, my sons are 41 and 31, daughter is 36; What will they think when they read this story? Anyway, I took the risk.
1. When I was 15 years old, a neighbor girl, very fair, slim, very beautiful, entered my study room at noon and told me: do whatever you want. I ran away from home in fear, fear of sin, fear of being caught. He cursed and left. She was a few months younger than me. I don't know if he forgave me.
2. There used to be a beauty at the head of our village. She is a couple of months younger than me, but she got married at the age of 12. But her groom was a big barbarian (later dirty rascal), so he stayed mostly in his father's house. I used to pass by their house to go to town. I don't know if he could smell my body, he would come right in front of me on the street and start talking endlessly, and would not leave the company. The truth is that I felt strong physical attraction for her, but what is the use of reaching out to the next wife? He made it clear that whatever I asked him to do, he would do it. After a long time, after talking to my wife about her, my wife brought her home and took care of our only daughter. He took care of our daughter before immigrating to America. His only crime was that he was poor, explained my wife. And why my wife believes that I will remain a gentleman even after reaching her is a mystery to me.
3. I don't go to any social event without taking my wife. Everyone knows that. Knows my wife well too. Even after that several people (all of them married) tried to hook me up. I think I endeared myself to people by telling stories and talking like I was having a good time.
4. I have never knowingly harmed anyone, rather I have tried to benefit people at my own peril. If it is guna, then such a theory can be erected that the pull of guna is strong, the pull of form is weak.
5. From a foreigner, during my stay in America, I hid the fact that I had a wife and children at first. His name is Bengali for 'scent of smell'. She is black, but what a magical face she has, how melodious her voice is, how sweet her words are. She was a nurse at a university hospital, and as an assistant to a world-renowned professor, I went there to collect data for research in health economics. I could sense he was waiting for me. At one point he started buying me gifts, and a few times he invited me to lunch, I had lunch with him, I also gave him flowers a couple of times. But I can't fool people. I showed him the picture of my son-in-law one day. He didn't cry, just said I am to Lait Mohammed. I have a picture with Kachuripana, it is near Kachuripana. Since 1994, I have not been in touch with him. What is the need to forget someone with false hope?
6. Bad looks? Get the character right, you will see that all the women and the clumsy will take care of you. Dignify the immediate attraction of form and play the flute of quality, hold character high. Make up for the lack of form with an excess of quality.