"What is wrong with me", Macy sighed as she paced from one side of the room to the other.
"I need to do something" she thought still pacing as the alarm began to ring. She hurried to the couch where her phone was and put it off to avoid a prolonged sound.
"What do I do with my life?...I mean how do I fix this?", her thoughts were all stucked in a particular place.
"I thought a saying goes that...When you know the source of a problem, then the solution becomes easy. But why is my case different?"
"How long do I keep wailing inside of me? How long would I keep avoiding the truth? How long would I keep running away?"
She thought to herself, as she had begun to undress in order to take a shower. The thoughts were unending...
"Macy, you really need to stop this...
You really need to start making a move...
You know what to do, so what are you waiting for?
Macy you are better than this...
You can be more...
You know the problem Macy...
Yes, don't you lie girl, you know it....
You really need to start doing better..."
She said, having a conversation with herself.
She has been facing a known problem with the solution right in front of her but for the first time in her life, she just couldn't do anything. For the first time, her will to do became her weakness and motivation became as a plant dying at the pass of each day.
With the rest of her thoughts, she walked sadly in the shower, sat on the tile and let the water run like rain.
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