I myself have changed so much

I have been married for almost 15 years now. A lot has changed between us in these 15 years. I don't see any of the madness that he used to do for me now. Sometimes I think of laughing alone and how much has changed in our lives. I myself have changed so much. I have become so busy under the pressure of two responsibilities that my own existence seems to have disappeared somewhere.
One day I suddenly thought that if I get lost like this, then the time will come when my life will feel bitter. Rihin is not taking any action so I thought I would start and see.
Our daily routine is to wake up in the morning and have breakfast with the boy and the boy's father. Although Rihin comes out earlier for the office. And I go to keep the boy in school.
I left them for breakfast and went to the bedroom. I left a small note in Rihin's laptop bag and said,
After a long time, I suddenly feel like a teenager. After how many days, I laughed thinking about such a trivial matter that I feel so excited. Rihin went out as usual. I also waited all day hoping for an answer. But nothing happened all day. Rihin did not even give a phone call. Suddenly there is a lot of pain. How frustrating. No, Rihin is not as romantic as before. I am as tidy as before. Everything seems to be in shambles.
I didn't give up. Maybe Rihin didn't notice the note.
I tidied myself up a little. I took a nice shirt from the cupboard, tidied up my hair and arranged myself. My son looked at me and said, "Mommy, why are you ready to go out this evening !!!" I pressed my face and smiled and told him that I would not go anywhere.
It was nice to see the boy notice me.
When Rihin returned home, he said, "No, look at me for a cup of tea." I went to the kitchen and brought some tea. "How was your day?" "And don't say that there is a meeting again after so much pressure from the office. You get the food ready. After eating and meeting, I will go to sleep. I have to go out earlier tomorrow morning," he said and got busy. Feeling we have 'Run out of gas' emotionally.
The life of the girls becomes such that the love is lost somewhere while arranging the family. I also did not say any more and went to bed silently. I saw Rihin still awake with his face dipped in the laptop.
"When to sleep?"
"It's almost over."
"Well listen, I love you too. Over time maybe the romance doesn't last but love has not lost. These are not said out of a sense of responsibility but I still see you the way I used to see you, why don't you take off your clothes or put on new clothes. You are mine. Always dear
I couldn't hold back my tears when I heard Rihin's words. Feeling we have 'Run out of gas' emotionally.