I fell a bit on hold. Suspended. Floating somewhere randomly mid-air. I guess I'm prepared for some sort of a fall, and that's ok. The only question is - will I manage to catch a breath before it?
Diligence. I feel like I need to train myself to be more diligent. Create and sustain a system that once and for all actually works. But the days always feel like they are not long enough.. with the only exception of fasting. If you ever want to feel like the day drags to infinity, just try fasting.
Not that I can take my own advice.. disadvantages of living with moms, I'd sooner get killed than be allowed to fast. xD
I don't know it's a weird 'pre-Christmas' time. I feel like I could really use some time off, but at the same time I don't think I can afford to have it.. I didn't know.. as I said, it's weird..
~Josie~
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