Even though I still believe in effort, consistency, hard work and patience, I guess I am afraid to a degree to test the limits of those characteristics, just so that the can remain in the 'superpower' category.
Let me explain. I do truly believe that anything that is TRULY important to me deeply personally I can indeed achieve and I know the mechanics. It's to do with getting obsessive about it and beeing absolutely relentless.
But the downside to that superpower is that I cannot fake the 'truly important' part, because if I try to fake it, I know that I'm faking it and there's just not that galaxy creating energy behind it.
Now I CAN trick my brain into finally accepting something is 'truly important', but it takes time and some serious mental effort.
So the question remains, what is important enough for me to apply serious mental effort to get myself to a place where I believe beyond the shadow of a doubt that I'm going for it and I'm going to succeed..
~Josie~
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